The Summer Of The Bikini September 12 2013

Every time I went out of the house, and particularly swimming, I felt like the world was staring at my body. It is actually mentally crippling. It’s not that I thought I was the center of the world, but in my mind, because every time I lost another pound, someone would comment and my mind became distorted into thinking that’s all people ever cared about. It was not true; it was the lies that my mind was telling me.